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Sunday, September 05, 2004
Lin in a dress~~!!!!


   Okay.. first off in tha mornin i went to Boon Lay to go for tha Army Open House.. Went to SAFTI MI.. Walked around a bit and drank a LOT of Milo.. it was free and ya can refill as much as ya want.. sampai sakit perut i.. khehe.. then decided to go off to bored.. what a waste of time.. bein forced to go to tha Army Open House.. for what fuck.. went back home a while then went off to meet Lin at bedok..

   She wanted to go to Parkway to go for the crazy sale.. tha whole parkway's havin a sale for these two days.. She wanted to get boradshorts @ OP coz they were sellin cheap.. skali found out the $20 ones were not nice.. and she had to buy an oven toaster for her mum.. skali go there.. there was already 200 people there queuing odi.. and there were only 200 pieces up for grabs.. so that is out oso.. she wanted to buy contact lens solution and earrings oso tak jadi.. khehe.. at last juz bought food to gemukkan badan ajer..

   Oh yahhh.. the main topic.. Lin tried out this white and purple halter neck dress.. sorta flowery2 for the beach a bit type... and she is sooo cute.. i can sleep soundly and sweetly tonight.. i think i'm gonna dream about it.. she seems soo sweet and innocent and demure.. Awwwww... ;P

   After that, we went to bedok Giant a while to walk around.. soo cramped tha place.. then Lin went home.. then went down again.. we went to a nearby coffeeshop to eat.. and drank a bit ah.. Oh yeah.. she gave me her picture of when she was really young.. sooooooo cute and her eyes are really BIG~!!!! she looks like she surprised lookin at the camera.. HAHWHAHA~! PRICKLES~!!!! KKWHAWAHWHAHA~~!!!

   Now i'm back home.. and tired and sleepy... tomoro gonna play soccer and meet tha rest.. i sorta miss them..khehe.. G'nyte world..

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Friday, September 03, 2004
Busy few days....


   I've been busy this few days... Yesterday i took ma theory test.. for my technician course.. and guess whut.. i passed.. haha.. i got 76/100.. quite okay lah... and just now i did the first part of my practical test.. it's about the land rover brake system.. quite easy ah.. got to answer all and do it..

   The postings are out.. shit~!! I didn't know but my friend said that he saw mine... and it wasn't good actually.. i'm a bit worried.. my fren said i was posted to 1SIR.. and if i'm not wrong it's at Mandai Camp.. i'm dead sia.. If i'm stayin in, i'm dead.. will be dead bored.. and if i'm stayin out.. the transport fee and journey will literally kill me.. sumone please help me.. i'm just hoping my fren saw wrongly..

   My life was been daym boring.. I'm broke.. i seem to be daydreamin often.. I go back straight home afta camp... It's like soo lifeless.. i can't take it man.. Somethin's gotta change......

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
A few good words.....


   All these love thingy got me thinkin.. Can love really survive tha test? Does true love really create miracles? If i try hard enuff, will i get whut i want? How many of those couples really truely love each other, no matter what? Does true love really exists? All lot of these things were floatin in ma head..

   Found these words sumwhere.. and i'm here to share...

   Loving someone is like caring for a garden, love it
too much or too little and it dies, but love it just
right and it will live forever.

   If your are meant to be together forever, you will
survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to you.

   Forever is not today, not tomorrow or a century
that will come, but a lifetime.

   As food is needed for the body, them same way
love is needed for the soul. Food strengthens the
body while love strengths the soul. A person is
incomplete without love.

   Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust,
faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you
lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less
of who you are; you end up being complete with
your loved ones.

   Always remember that through the tormoil love
may bring, the heart sees what the eyes cannot.

   Some say love is life, but love without hope and
faith is an agonizing death.

   You'll be surprised to know how far you can go
from the point where you thought it was the end.

   The greatest ironies of life: having the right person
at the wrong time, having the wrong person when
the time is right, and finding out that you love
someone after that person walks out of your
sight ...

   The bad things in life open your eyes to the good
things you weren't paying attention to before.

   You fail to see the one who loves you standing
right in front as does she fail to see you love her in
turn. Don't wait to tell her, because it might be to
late then.

   Guys always seem to wonder what it takes to get
a girl. Like, what do they have to do to make a girl
notice them? Guys have to realize that they have
to be sweet, caring, gentle, honest and still have
that sweet little thing about them that drives any
girl crazy: and that's reaching her heart. No matter
how much you try, if you don't reach her heart, it
won't ever be worth-while.

   Beauty is not based on how attractive we are to
everybody else, but how attractive we are to
ourselves, for one cannot think other people think
they are full of beauty unless they know they are
beautiful too.

   Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever
wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever
settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't
ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

   A failing love is like desperately hanging on to
something precious; not wanting to give up, but
your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let
go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are
empty.

   Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but
holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the
same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you
are weak! It only means that you are strong
enough to let go..

   Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear.
If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a
kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, a touch is felt,
then you're not really in love at all...

"Dream what you want to dream; go where you
want to go; be what you want to be, because you
only have one life to live and one chance to do all
the things you want to do.

The sound of a kiss is much softer than that of a
canon - but it's echo lasts a great deal longer.

A kiss is like a book, it can tell you a thousand
words, but in order to under stand the true
meaning of it you have to be willing to read
between the lines.

It's a long road when you face the world alone,
when no one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within your soul,
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

Definition of forgiveness: The perfume a flower
leaves on the shoe that crushed it.


Posted at 10:31 pm by Fizzo
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The Notebook...


   I finally watched the notebook yesterday nyte.. Lin fetched me from ma camp and we went to Marina Square to catch tha 9pm show... It was surprising that tha tix were selling fast even tho tha show was out for ard a month oreadi...

   We got tha first row center seats... That would have been great.. IF we were in a concert.. we had to tilt our head up and it strained our neck... khehe.. tough luck..

   Tha show was nice.. It was tha usual romance story... about this cuople of teens fallin in love back in tha 70s... they fell deep in love.. the gurl (Allie) had to go away.. tha guy (Noel) was poor and with no status.. Allie found a rich guy and forgot about Noel.. but Noel still loves her.. Allie was to about to marry this rich guy when she went back to meet Noel.. and guess whut? fell back in love with him.. The plot is predictable.. but it's tha small lil parts which caught all tha attention..

   How Noel won Allie over.. All tha passion that they shared together.. Tha romance.. they way they looked in each others eyes.. tha words used.. tha break-up.. tha kinda funny "strip".. tha patience they had.. Noel writing Allie a letter a day for tha whole year (tha mum kept it all) ...

   There are twists a bit.. but ya'll soon get to know it.. the story is left kinda hangin.. but overall it is a nice show.. can't beat "A Walk To Remember" but it's still okay...

Posted at 10:17 pm by Fizzo
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
PMS maybe... who knows...


Been rather cranky and moody lately... sumthin's wrong somewhere.. i'm not tha usual person i am.. and i dont know why... maybe it's coz i'm stressed out? if that's true, then i can't seem to find whut i'm stressed out about.. maybe i'm juz imaginin it.. maybe i have PMS??? maybe it's juz whut comes naturally when ya reach tha age of 21? and i'm always daydreamin and 'termenung2" lately.. I juz feel that's it's time for me to do sumthin.. to go for a change.. my life has been static lately..

Whut does this mean? i'm one who at least knows how to handle these sorta things.. been an expert so far.. but nowadays..........

Posted at 03:12 am by Fizzo
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
Chalet...


I spent ma friday nyte and tha whole saturday at a chalet in Pasir Ris.. At tha PA chalet.. tha place is a bit fucked up.. but okay arh..
It's actually very boring.. i was hoping for tha chalet actually coz i thot it would be fun.. or at least okay.. but turned out.. it was daym boring.. well, not that daym boring... but boring ah.. i juz cant seem to have fun there... friday nyte we BBQed.. drank.. played guitar.. played cards.. played Winning Eleven 8 PS2.. but still.. haiz.. maybe it's juz me.. i went outta tha chalet ard 4 and walked ard tha beach awhile... returned back afta that.. and slept a while..
Woke up ard 7-8am and watched them play game... i played some cards and cleaned up tha place a bit..
Then Lin came.. so happy she came.. tho it must be boring for her.. we went swimming.. thot of rentin a canoe but it's not available for us.. =(  so we swam.. but not far.. it was low tide so we only had to walk a few steps and tha seabed wud be all squishy and shitty-like.. khehe and i think i stepped on a jellyfish.. i think dead one maybe.. dunno ah.. Lin's hair is quite long now.. and she looked extremely good with side partin..
Thot of rentin bicycles but can't oso.. we were wet.. afta that, we went back to tha chalet to change.. and then ma fren came and we changed tha chalet to a KTV.. ahakz.. sang malay jiwang songs.. ard maghrib, Lin went back.. so i sent her to tha bus stop.. and i continued karaoke-ing.. but it seems diff ah.. now i'm at home.. juz came back from tha chalet.. dead beat but not sleepy.. or rather can't sleep..

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My Sexual Skill Level...


Name: 
Age: 
Sex: 
Sexuality: 
Flirting Skill Level - 20%
Kissing Skill Level - 93%
Cuddling Skill Level - 36%
Sex Skill Level - 75%
Why They Love You  You keep going and going and going...
Why They Hate You  You get tongue-tied when they ask you to talk dirty to them.

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Friday, August 27, 2004
A few words that really touched ma heart.....


 We've all heard these quotes before... but somehow.. this time round when i read this.. I really felt sumthin.. dunno whut it means.. but....................

    When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!
   You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. 

   If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. 
   You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. 

   Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. 
   We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
   On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. 

   To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must must be taken because the greatesthazard in life is risk nothing!
   To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return.
   How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. 

   Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. 
   For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. 

   Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
   Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

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Thursday, August 26, 2004
A sigh of relief....


 =)  I got 14 days excuse uniform from the Medical Office.. so now.. i'm going to camp in civilian.. it feels good.. bein able to smoke without restriction or anythin.. and my rashes are gettin betaa.. slowly and steadily that is...

 I feel like i've been eatin too much these past few days.. especially at nyte.. gonna start eatin less... but rite after this chalet comin up ah.. khehe.. tha stupid thing is that i can't eat seafood.. But i gez a wee bit wont hurt.. maybe it'll itch..but wont hurt.. khehe..

 i juz finished watchin S'pore Idol.. waitin for tha results later.. Our country got talent.. wayy betta than this.. but i dont think they went to try for SG Idol.. the finalists so far are okay.. not magnifiq but okay..
I hope that indian guy goes out.. i hate his cockiness.. well, i dont actually have to hope.. he's sure to go out.. only tha top three get thro... My bets are on Jessea (tha one with tha hat and looks), tha last one (tha steady bom pipi) and... last one.. i think tha Beng (tha guy who takes comment seriously)

Posted at 10:47 pm by Fizzo
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Happy Birthday To Me~~


 24th August... Well, that's my b'day actually.. today ah.. people must be sayin that Woahh 21st b'day.. must really celebrate ma ass off.. khehe.. but nolah.. no point doin that.. It's juz another day.. another year older for me..

 Main Difference??

  •    I am officially known as an adult..
  •    I can watch R(A) movies..
  •    I can vote..
  •    I can book a 5star Hotel..
  •    I can get my ERS..
  •    I have to pay my taxes..
  •    I can club at certain places..
  •    I can do anythin without parental consent..

That should be all rite?? khehe.. anywayz.. Happy B'day to me..  >;-p


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  Smashin into this world on tha 24th August 1983, confusion and dispair filled ma life but i soon found tha calling and started to live this life.

  From tha exterior, ya may see me as a jovial, bubbly, happy-go-lucky kinda person.. which i am to a certain extend. I try ma best to do ma part and be there for ma lurved ones. But deep down inside, lots of problems and emotions are flowing through ma veins. Sorrow, misery, with a slight ray of hope plagues me.. and that ray of hope comes from my family, frens and that certain sumone..

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